The Rhythm of Love

Recently I have had a lot of conversations circling around one issue... " Why am I not getting what I want? Im doing everything right even when its hard..its not fair." Well honestly thats a good question, and I find myself doing the same thing no matter what. And the more you let the actions of others bother you, the more every little dissapointment hurts. Your sensitivity level to rejection and dissapointment reaches an all time high. When you reach this place, and your patience is wearing thin, sometimes its almost impossible to believe you can go on any further. But really...the question you need to ask yourself is, is what I believe I deserve REALLY what God knows I need? Personally I have been praying for God to give me something I yearn for so much, a desire I see others around me being fulfilled with all the time, and it really gets to me sometimes. I get angry..throwing my hands up in pure confusion at why I seem to be the only one who isn't allowed what I deserv...

I highly recommend to you a daily devotional called "Jesus Calling." This is not your regular everyday Jesus piece..it is Him speaking understood words of knowledge to us, feeding our faith and trust in His every day challenges gifted unto us. Most recently, in fact todays bit of knowledge begged a very instrinsic question. Here first is Todays Jesus Calling,  "Sit Quietly in My presence while I bless you. Make your mind like a still pool of water, ready to receive whatever thoughts I drop into it. Do not wear our self out by worrying aboyt whether you can cope with the pressures. Keep looking to Me and communicating with Me, as we walk through this day together. Take time to rest by the wayside, for I am not in a hurry. A leisurely pace accomplished more than a hurried striving. When you rush, you forget who you are and Whose you are. Remember that you are royalty in My Kingdom."  So much of this quote speaks of something we so often tell each other to do..but si...